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Nightmare: Protectors that Weren’t Protectors

Posted in Dreams, Nightmares, Twilight Dreams, Uncategorized on May 20, 2010 by teamjalice1863

Okay, I’ve had some pretty weird dreams in the past, but last night’s left “weird” and went straight to nightmarish!

It started out kind of nice. I was at a dance with Lexi, and some other people that I didn’t know. Marcia was there. Apparently, we all lived in this apartment complex across from the Dance hall. The dance ended, and Marcia and I were walking her home.

Or maybe it wasn’t an apartment complex. Maybe we were living in a hotel, because half-way there, we come across a fancy swimming pool. I had thing device that was apparently like a PSP, but wasn’t. It fell in the swimming pool, so Marcia went to get it for me.

While I was walking the edge of it, Sam Uley, and Paul come up to me. Now, I think this is pretty cool at first, until I realize that they’re not being nice. They’re preying on me. Somehow, I end up in the pool. I think Paul pushes me in.

Now, I’m screaming, and freaking out because I’m in a cocktail dress, and it’s weighing me down. Embry comes up from behind me, and pulls me up so that I’m not drowning and what not.But that’s where the friendliness ends.

Paul comes up nearby, and Embry pretty much just hands me over, like he’s making a delivery. Paul starts making all kinds of sexual advances that I really don’t want. I try to stop him, but he gets a bit more violent. I mean, we’re talking about the wolf pack here. Before I know what’s happening, I’m backed against the wall of the pool, completely caged in.

I also remember EMbry and Jared forcing me to be still. I think that’s what frightened me most. After a while, they all seemed to look the same. Sam, and Jacob? They sort of disappeared. I Didn’t see them after that. Actually, I never even saw Jacob. Somehow, I did manage to get pulled out of the pool. I think it was Seth or Leah that did it. I honestly don’t remember.

While Paul never actually molested or raped me….-shudders- I think I woke up crying twice. I mean, it was bad, you guys. I haven’t had a dream like that…ever. I’ve never dreamed about Paul or any of the wolves, whom I see as my personal protectors, hurting me.


The Dream that led to “Lost and Found” (December 15, 2008)

Posted in Nightmares, Twilight Dreams on January 21, 2009 by teamjalice1863

(This dream occurred back on the night of December 15, 2008. I figured if I’m going to have all of my dreams here, it has a right to be here as well! )

Chaos had been everywhere. Now, I stand alone, facing the one that had instigated it all. I kno him. I have seen him many times.

He took a step towards me, it was more like he wanted me to come to him. He spoke. “Make it easier on yourself, ma’m. Just give in.”

I shake my head. I can’t picture him saying such words. “You don’t want this.” I tell him, edging back against the dead end wall.

“It’s over.” He says now. I can see he has grown as hesitant as I have become fearful. My heart rate has accelerated. He has noticed. I feel an unnatural sense of calm wash over me as he steps forward again. I can’t go anywhere. I study his face. “Please…”

He’s got me trapped between himself, and the wall I had backed into. His grip is like a vice. “I can feel that you’re afraid. Believe me, death is kinder.” His grip tightened.

I struggle uselessly. This was it. I was going to die. I close my eyes, as if somehow doing so wil forbid the inevitable. Then, I feel nothing at all. Jasper Whitlock had gotten to me.

Nightmare in my Paradise

Posted in Nightmares, Twilight Dreams on December 23, 2008 by teamjalice1863

Jasper again. In his past personality. Though we are at the Hilton, where my last good dream had taken place.

We are alone in a room. He has tracked me there. I had given quite the run.

But now, I am trapped in the bathroom, as h is blocking the door.

“The game is over now. You can give up peacefully, make it easier on yourself.” He says.

I shake my head. “Jasper, please…what would Alice say?” I don’t know why I mention her, because he wouldn’t have known her.

He is confused too. His eyes are instense black with hunger. Unlike the gold I love so very much.

I look down, and suddenly I have blood gushing out of my wrist. I don’t know how, but I had cut myself. I felt Jasper lunge, pinning me down painfully against the floor. The sight of the blood is making me queasy, making Jasper’s capture even easier.

However, just before he can get to me, Emmett breaks the door in, and he and Carlisle drag him off. Before I Feel Carlisle trying to stop the bleeding….

(Wow. No more Ballet Studio scene for me before bed now. )