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Nightmare: Protectors that Weren’t Protectors

Posted in Dreams, Nightmares, Twilight Dreams, Uncategorized on May 20, 2010 by teamjalice1863

Okay, I’ve had some pretty weird dreams in the past, but last night’s left “weird” and went straight to nightmarish!

It started out kind of nice. I was at a dance with Lexi, and some other people that I didn’t know. Marcia was there. Apparently, we all lived in this apartment complex across from the Dance hall. The dance ended, and Marcia and I were walking her home.

Or maybe it wasn’t an apartment complex. Maybe we were living in a hotel, because half-way there, we come across a fancy swimming pool. I had thing device that was apparently like a PSP, but wasn’t. It fell in the swimming pool, so Marcia went to get it for me.

While I was walking the edge of it, Sam Uley, and Paul come up to me. Now, I think this is pretty cool at first, until I realize that they’re not being nice. They’re preying on me. Somehow, I end up in the pool. I think Paul pushes me in.

Now, I’m screaming, and freaking out because I’m in a cocktail dress, and it’s weighing me down. Embry comes up from behind me, and pulls me up so that I’m not drowning and what not.But that’s where the friendliness ends.

Paul comes up nearby, and Embry pretty much just hands me over, like he’s making a delivery. Paul starts making all kinds of sexual advances that I really don’t want. I try to stop him, but he gets a bit more violent. I mean, we’re talking about the wolf pack here. Before I know what’s happening, I’m backed against the wall of the pool, completely caged in.

I also remember EMbry and Jared forcing me to be still. I think that’s what frightened me most. After a while, they all seemed to look the same. Sam, and Jacob? They sort of disappeared. I Didn’t see them after that. Actually, I never even saw Jacob. Somehow, I did manage to get pulled out of the pool. I think it was Seth or Leah that did it. I honestly don’t remember.

While Paul never actually molested or raped me….-shudders- I think I woke up crying twice. I mean, it was bad, you guys. I haven’t had a dream like that…ever. I’ve never dreamed about Paul or any of the wolves, whom I see as my personal protectors, hurting me.


At the Pandemonium….-A Dream

Posted in Dreams, The Mortal Instruments on May 31, 2009 by teamjalice1863

(First, I have to say, I’ve been trying this experiment for a couple of days now. I’ve been working on getting Alec and Isabelle Lightwood back in my dream. Jace and Clary come way to easily, as do several other unbidden characters. *cough*Cameron*cough*)

Dream Goal: Get to the Institute speak to Alec or Isabelle.

Presleep: Alec Lightwood

Dream: I did it! In my dream Alec and Isabelle both turned up at a club where I was hosting a party. The were tracking a demon. Oddly, Jace was nowhere to be found. Isabelle ended up saving my hide when their target got a little too pissed off.

Meaning: I don’t know if I’m right but maybe this dream means something is going to keep me from soemthing else, and Alec and Isabelle changed the situation to be in my favor.

Waking Feeling: Alert! And oddly wanting spagehtti. Damn you, Isabelle….

“Idol Crashers” -A dream

Posted in Dreams on May 30, 2009 by teamjalice1863

Pre-Sleep thoughts: Mom’s going to see the Idols in concert! Man, I really want to read more in Bad-Ass Faeries 2!

Dream: I was at the Idol mansion, talking to Adam Lambert and Allison Iraheta about Idol. They were performing “Slow Ride” for me when….

Cameron and Monica barge in wodnering if we’ve seen some guy. I want to say it was Cordac (also from Party Crashers) but I don’t it was kinda cool, because Adam and Allison kinda freaked out and ran, and there I was talking to them as if they were mundies. (Yes. I used Mortal Instruments slang. LOL)

Meaning: I don’t really have a meaning yet. May come back and fill that in!

Waking Feeling: Foggy! (Probably cause of the faeries.)

Comment: Guess Party Crashers had a bigger impact on me than I thought…

Today’s Schedule

Posted in Books, Fanfiction, Original Fiction, The Mortal Instruments on May 26, 2009 by teamjalice1863

Today is going to be busy for me, and I will be out of the house for most of it. Going to spend time in Ithaca/Cortland.

Going to the final day of the Book sale first. ^^ We fill up an entire bag and the whole thing is 1.00. Isn’t that awesome?! I’m going to try and get some more classic Science Fiction/Fantasy, and read it. Being in this class has really opened my eyes to what a wonderful genre I really am into.

Then we’re going to Cortland. Well, me and Kathy are. She has some meetings with students she needs to tend to. I’ll be working on the The Institute forums for most of that time, if I’m not working on anything else. I want to get a couple more forums up. Things that people gave me an idea for.

I’ll probably begin outlining my Mortal Instruments fanfic series. I have a great idea. But I won’t begin writing it officially, except for in blurbs, until after I’ve finished City of Glass. Again, I am finding the irony in this, because of Cassandra Clare having started out in Fanfic, and now people are writing fanfic about her writings. That must be really surreal for her.

Not sure what we’re doing after that. Hoping to go to Ithaca again, because I want to get a notebook to write out these various original ideas I keep getting, so I don’t feel the intense need to work on every single idea that’s going to come along now that I’ve opened the flood gates of my originality again. Not that EVERYTHING I’ll come up with will be original. I don’t need to have over-creativity going on while I’m trying to work on two main projects. One of them being my novel, and the other being (for the moment) the demon/demon hunter saga. I’m not afraid to admit that I got inspired for that fic by City of Bones. I added some of my own elements, and I, appropriately, have a character named after my favorite character in the series. ONE of them, I should say. Now that people know I am known to like more than one character.

Speaking of characters. Amy reminds me of Clary, because she’s incredibly strong for what she’s gone through. Angry at her friends, yes, but strong nonethless.

Dream: Clary’s mother Jocelyn and Church, the Institute’s Cat

Posted in Dreams, The Mortal Instruments on May 23, 2009 by teamjalice1863

(Starting here, I will be writing these up in a real Dream journal format)

Pre-sleep thoughts: I have a LOT to do tomorrow. Now. Let me dream of Simon Lewis!

Dream: Clary’s mother Jocelyn appeared looking terrified. She wanted my help but I couldn’t figure out why. Church, the cat, crossed my path a few times.

Possible meanings: Clary’s mother could reppresent someone else needing my help in the future. We have nine cats in this house, so that on cat, fictional or other wise, turning up in my dreams doesn’t surprise me.

Waking feelings: Alert and ready to assist anyone.

Comment:I must try to get Simon back in my dream. This is an ongoing experiment.

Fighting Demons-A Mortal Instruments Dream

Posted in Dreams, The Mortal Instruments on May 22, 2009 by teamjalice1863

Who: Lexi, myself, Lucian, Jace Wayland,Isabelle and Alec Lightwood.

What: Lexi and I have been abducted by some bad-ass demons, and I have summoned the Shadowhunters somehow. Alec erscues me and saves Jace from being sliced in two by the Ravener demons.

Isabelle and Lexi argue, but she lets Isabelle rescue her.

Lucian turns up in his truck, and rescues us all.

My workshop, and some other good deeds

Posted in Books, Dreams, Random Entries on May 22, 2009 by teamjalice1863

It’s day two of my Sci-Fi/Fantasy Workshop. Yesterday, I submitted the main written assignment. Today, I’m going to do the reading assignment, and start working on the supplementary work. Now, this work isn’t graded (neither is the main assignment), but it’s basically to help me get more out of the course. So, I’m going to take every opportunity I can to do it all, and do it well.

Other than that, I did a crap load of site advertising for Cassandra Clare’s new book series, The Infernal Devices. Why do I go to all that trouble? Well. I look at it this way. It can’t hurt, and authors need all the free advertising they can get! Who better than their fans to get the word out? If I find an author I really like, I will advertise and talk about them word of mouth as much as I can, hoping that something I say will trigger someone else to check out their books. Hell, that’s how I got into most of the authors I read now! I found out more about the Twilight Saga from just being in a Barnes and Noble than anything else, if that tells you anything.

I think I might switch up some of my links on my journaling sites to better advertise for my favorite authors. Stephenie Meyer, Holly Black and Cassandra Clare. So far, these women have had such a tremendous influence on what I’m working towards writing. They’re the reason I’m in the workshop.

And one more thing. Subconscious? Stop having me dream about Disney World. It’s too heartbreaking when I have to leave kthx.